Moments

The people from NE are the best people. Not because i did my MCA from Assam and I have a soft corner for them. They have a very big heart and there simplicity wins you over. I have meet some of the most charming personality in my life and they are from NE. The place which i will never forget. The best days of my life were spent there. Whatever i am today i owe to them. Its very difficult to see here why a person cannot be simple and open like them. I meet Ajay today. He dropped me to Gangama circle for my cab. We discussed on what we are doing the new technology outranet which i have to google. The 5km stretch was very pleasing. They are shifting to Ramamurthy nagar shortly. He openly said he was living here to save some bucks but fuel was eating into his expenses. Today is Friday and a lot needs to be planned for next weekend RP replication. Few change needs to be approved. Not too much of office stuff this weekend. Got tge arabian shawarma for Mili and Etaash. They love it amd i l...

IThe day went by. It was Mili's b'day. We went for Dominos pizza. She loves it. The first serve was good but the additional small chicken spicy was not good. Kids had a blast, they feasted on the pizza. Adiv was contend with bread sticks and choco lava. I dont know how that stuff is made but with empty stomach it went well. We went to get some cloths for her but the quality was horrible. She asked for whether milk cake is available at Kanti sweets or not. It was her day so it was there. She was delighted. Love to see that smile on her face. Little things make a huge difference. She is gradually getting hooked to FB. As soon as we reached home she was desperate to get the snaps she took at Dominos to be uploaded. Finally she did it. Somethings are better left as it is. No need to use your intelligence. She made aloo chat in evening and it was indeed delicious. I had to login for 2 hrs to do some office stuff. Its difficult to take a day off every week but cant help. Some escal...

An empty tummy can drive anybody wild. Learnt last night. Adiv didnt eat properly and he was just driving crazy throughout the night. Got up at 4 and thought will not be able to sleep but dozed off. Mili had a tough time, he was constantly asking for feeding and she didnt had enough energy left to go and prepare cerelac for him. Felt pity on her but myself couldnt do it. Finally Adiv got up at 7 before alarm. Etaash had to get up for school. He got up with a smile and was very cheerfull. I had a good time with him last night. Whatsapp message made a difference. How simple things can make life easier for both kids and parents. Just sit with them and talk in language which they understand. Not with authority but as if you are also a child. He was playing some games and i also got involved. Finally he forced Mili and myself to break the ice over yesterday dosa fiasco. We should learn from children. For them nothing is more important than having there loved ones stay together. He is growi...

Going back from work. In cab. I was going through a whatsapp message which prompted me to ask question whether i was doing right to my elder kid. Just thought of putting myself in his shoes. He was a darling and was a dream child for any parent. Lots of love caring, playing around just to say he was very happy. Then Adiv came. Etaash was growing and were his needs. He needed attention someone who can understand his queries. He wanted to cuddle up but he was a bit heavier on the weight side so i had to resist his advances. But i didnt do a good job in explaining this very simple thing to him. Feeling ashamed. I can feel he is loosing interest in family affairs and wants the same attention as Adiv. I think he has a much bigger heart than me. I feel crying sometimes but the male ego over powers. Living in a highly stressed enviroment has its own downside and the affected are the innocent lives. Our own expectation and the ambition to scale up makes life difficult for the childrens. I do...

Don't know. whether it should be the first page or I am starting from middle. The idea of putting something was there but always had an excuse for not doing it. I should have started when I was in University, the best days of my life or perhaps when I got married to Mili or when we had Etaash our elder kid or at least when Adiv came. Nevertheless I missed the ride but its never too late. The very idea of capturing something which you can recall later makes me feel good. Human have a very short memory and the quest for more knowledge makes little room for the past. So, decided to put my thoughts in words whenever I recall something.